Hai,
I don't know if you're looking for me this current day but incase you do, here's new update about my life:
I am blessed not to have you around.
These couple years, I've got the chances to go on dates. Yep, dates as in plural. With certain people, some went ungh and some went awwe and the rest just remind me of you. Yep, the bad behavior of yours, ofcourse.
Guess what, every moment I recall to write things about you and us back then, all like ALL got me laugh. Damn, they were good jokes to be laugh at. For real though, I'm glad all happened in the past and from then I grew up good. Like real good.
Okay, time to show off I guess.
First of all, I found a home. And I have a house. Communicate with every members of my main family, everyday, which that's a good one so far. We're going strong and got to know more about one and another.
I'm meeting my bestfriends once in a while, because we make time. Something you couldn't do because you're busy doing the dirt in places. And me and them definitely go to places, that you could never took me too. Life is funny, huh?
I also going back and forth to my hometown. I could go to your city, but that's too close and too much as in, I won't find peace just incase I see your face again. Sorry but, gosh it reminds me to the boxing club. You do know what people do in boxing club, right?
Oh, I also upgraded myself in some stuff. Definitely to get myself in higher places. Ehe.
To be honest, the more I remember things what you did for me, those bare minimum gestures every little boy should do. Glad, I didn't waste lot of my time to be inrelationship with you because boy I can't teach you how to be a man, I am not your mom, remember? Well, as we know: a woman should not teach the mama's boy to be a man.
And I do sometimes stay and live overseas. Yep, not for days but for months. Why? How? Hmmm well again, that's something I will not tell you, figure things out by yourself.
Seriously, my life is upgraded after you walked away.
To remind you, I was a person who wished to be with you, a mama's boy that never truly around me as my partner, and now I am this blessed person not to have things with you. Like sorry to say, it's like when I was with you, I was blocking my own way to be better.
Gosh, and there's also someone I wish I could be with, instead of you that time. He's a guy who'd pick me up, and drove around just to follow my wishes. Too bad, it was never his time or my time to be together. Instead I picked you. What a shame.
Definitely wish him happy with his new girlfriend, now.
Anyway, glad we don't have each other now. Or else, I could never be with myself and my fancy snacks as I'm writing this, which I will never share again or bring anything for you ever again, HA!
Uhm, and I don't know. It just I am so blessed that I live my life after you.
Oh, and uhm, as you never appreciate what I brought to the table and you also let me dance in the empty room alone, I just want to say that I am so glad you cheated on me back then.
Because if you didn't, I don't think I'll grow up this much and will not be at this part of life when I appreciate the care and the love of people around me, giving to me, endlessly.
Beside, it also showed me the value I have and yours, totally different.
Loyalty is something you can never have, something I didn't get from you. One of other things I gave you, and you threw them away.
Well, well, well, hmmm I guess that's probably some small portion of the new things after we broke up.
Also I wrote this post because I've seen some post and post that a friend shared with me: the story similar to my story back then.
Life is funny, I hope those women got their time to heal and be healthy and wealthy after that.
And for their ex? Well same as you I guess. Live your life without us. And I do believe earth is round. If it not come right back at you now, someday you'll watch it back around to you.
One more thing, my man is big.
